Neither Hot nor Cold

Revelation 3:14-20

14“To the angel of the church in Laodicea write:

These are the words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the ruler of God’s creation. 15 I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! 16 So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth. 17 You say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.’ But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. 18 I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see.

19 Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest and repent. 20 Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me.
The open church door (explored)This passage has been on my mind a lot lately.  One of the most troubling things I see now in our country is apathy.

What is apathy?

  1. Lack of interest or concern, especially regarding matters of general importance or appeal; indifference.
  2. Lack of emotion or feeling; impassiveness.

Synonyms: coldness, detachment, disinterest, dispassion, disregard, passiveness, unconcern, stoicism

We just don’t care.  That’s a simple way of saying it.  We are concentrating on our own family, and our own concerns, our comforts, our life, our children.

The only problem with this is that as the church God calls us to love our neighbor.  He calls us to defend the defenseless- to take up their cause.  To help the poor, orphan, and widow.

We pay our taxes and decide to let the govt do it- but that’s not what God called us to do.  We are not only supposed to fill people’s pocketbooks.

What does the Bible say about money?  Love of money is the root of all evil (1 Tim. 6:10).  Money can potentially be a dangerous threat to intimacy with God.  We need to be sharing Christ with people AND meeting their needs.

Does the govt tell people about Jesus when they pay for their food stamps or Social Security?  Do they share about how God can heal us when they go in for their doctor appointments with Medicare and Medicaid?

It is a lazy answer.  We don’t want to get our hands dirty- to deal with interacting with people who haven’t bathed, may not have all their teeth, may not speak English well, maybe they don’t know how to read, or maybe they have been addicted to drugs or alcohol. They might not be like us.

But who did Jesus spend his time with?  That’s what disturbs me when I read Scripture.  I see myself (and the church in the US) more and more as the Pharisees and Sadducees- those who Jesus called white washed tombs.  We appear on the outside to be holy and do the things we are supposed to do- but inside our hearts- in our spirits- we are far from the things of God.

Matthew 23:25-39  Jesus is teaching here- the beginning of Matthew 23 is also very applicable to this discussion.

25 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence. 26Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.

27 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. 28 In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness.

29 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You build tombs for the prophets and decorate the graves of the righteous. 30 And you say, ‘If we had lived in the days of our ancestors, we would not have taken part with them in shedding the blood of the prophets.’ 31 So you testify against yourselves that you are the descendants of those who murdered the prophets. 32 Go ahead, then, and complete what your ancestors started!

33 “You snakes! You brood of vipers! How will you escape being condemned to hell? 34 Therefore I am sending you prophets and sages and teachers. Some of them you will kill and crucify; others you will flog in your synagogues and pursue from town to town. 35 And so upon you will come all the righteous blood that has been shed on earth, from the blood of righteous Abel to the blood of Zechariah son of Berekiah, whom you murdered between the temple and the altar. 36 Truly I tell you, all this will come on this generation.

37 “Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, and you were not willing. 38 Look, your house is left to you desolate. 39 For I tell you, you will not see me again until you say, ‘Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.

It gets messy when you open yourself up to love people.  Especially when you don’t know how they will respond.  To give in relationships where you do not expect to get anything in return.  We are used to equitable relationships- people who can do things for us if we do things for them.

The truth is- I am discovering this- the getting messy part- all over again.  It is easy to forget how hard it is to put yourself out there- to loan money to someone and they don’t pay you back.  And then they stop calling you.  Suddenly you are no longer their friend- and you are wondering if they ever were your friend or were just waiting to take money from you.

Sometimes we look foolish to others- they make judgments about whether or not we should have helped someone.  But what is more important?

It’s hard.  But no matter how many times we help, or what the outcome is, God calls us to continue.  To learn to give, not expecting anything in return and to share the gospel.

So I pray that this week we will be open to opportunities to reach out to the “least of these.” (Mat. 25:40,45) And that we would step out in faith and serve- trusting God with the outcome.

Impatiens sodenii 'Madonna' #2

Trust God to bring our bud to glorious flower.

 

Keeping the First Thing…First

The Gut Buster - 108/365

Not a pic of my daughter- but reminded me of her- she loves to pick flowers.

I got frustrated with my daughter today.  I was sitting at the computer typing away, in deep thought- trying to get the words in my head onto the computer screen before they evaporated away- and she is bouncing on the bed singing right behind me.

Very distracting- and under different circumstances I would have seen it as totally adorable, but since I was trying to write…well, long story short this Mom had to say she was sorry and ask for forgiveness.

It hurts to admit that I got impatient with my daughter for no good reason- I let other things distract me from my most important role right now- Mom.

My children are young, and I am blessed with the opportunity to be home with them, to have a wonderful husband who works hard so that I can spend my days enjoying my kiddos.

I don’t want to look back and regret that I did not spend more time with them, but be able to treasure all the special memories of this season of life and thank God that I savored it- that I enjoyed the blessing and gift of these precious lives.

So, I spent the afternoon and early evening enjoying my children- knowing that there will be time for those other things- but for now- I need to keep the first thing…first.

 

God of Grace and God of Glory

Big Meadow, Skyline Drive (3)

 

We sang this hymn in church today.  And today was one of those days when this hymn became a prayer- my heart crying out to God for healing of our country- for a renewal of passion within us- to truly be disciples of Jesus.

For the church to rise up against those who scorn Christ and assail His ways- because they’re out there- even now- let us be vigilant to remember what Christ taught us.

Are we hungry for Him?  Do we see our need?  Oh, how I long for us to return to God with passion.

This portion esp. spoke to me- Bend our pride to Thy control. Shame our wanton selfish gladness, Rich in things and poor in soul- we are so rich in things in this country- but we too are pour in soul- for complacency and apathy are often the bedfellows of a comfortable existence.

I pray that this hymn touches you today like it has me- and that we start today, even now, to stir a hunger within ourselves to know God- to be obedient- to study His Word, to pray for salvation for those around us- to reach out and serve faithfully.

Rock Gap Rd, West Virginia

Revive us oh God

 

God of grace and God of glory,
On Thy people pour Thy power.
Crown Thine ancient church’s story,
Bring her bud to glorious flower.
Grant us wisdom, grant us courage,
For the facing of this hour,
For the facing of this hour.

Lo! the hosts of evil ’round us,
Scorn Thy Christ, assail His ways.
From the fears that long have bound us,
Free our hearts to faith and praise.
Grant us wisdom, grant us courage,
For the living of these days,
For the living of these days.

Cure Thy children’s warring madness,
Bend our pride to Thy control.
Shame our wanton selfish gladness,
Rich in things and poor in soul.
Grant us wisdom, grant us courage,
Lest we miss Thy kingdom’s goal,
Lest we miss Thy kingdom’s goal.

Set our feet on lofty places,
Gird our lives that they may be,
Armored with all Christ-like graces,
In the fight to set men free.
Grant us wisdom, grant us courage,
That we fail not man nor Thee,
That we fail not man nor Thee.

Save us from weak resignation,
To the evils we deplore.
Let the search for Thy salvation,
Be our glory evermore.
Grant us wisdom, grant us courage,
Serving Thee Whom we adore,
Serving Thee Whom we adore.

A Little TOO Comfortable

My daughter and I have this book that we read together- for a while it was her favorite- but now we read it only occasionally.  It came to my mind today as I was thinking about the passage in 2 Corinthians that we studied at BSF(Bible Study Fellowship) this past Wednesday.

The book is called The Best Mouse Cookie and it’s by Laura Numeroff.   The story goes that mouse is making cookies- and at one point he gets a little tired (happens to be when the cookies are in the oven) and the cookies get burned.

The line that the author uses jumped to my mind- mouse gets comfortable… “A little TOO comfortable.”  I think that is how I get into trouble sometimes.

I am never going to get any sleep.

2 Corinthians 5:7-11

7 For we live by faith, not by sight. 8 We are confident, I say, and would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord. 9 So we make it our goal to please him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it. 10For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, so that each of us may receive what is due us for the things done while in the body, whether good or bad. 11 Since, then, we know what it is to fear the Lord, we try to persuade others.

Those of us who have committed ourselves to Christ and have received the Holy Spirit and are now reborn in Him, we are called to bear fruit.  For we will be called to account for all that we have done.

When I read this Scripture from 2 Corinthians- I feel afraid.  Because I have read about the wrath and judgment of God.  I know that He despises sin and all evil.  When I let evil take root in my life- when I leave it there unchecked- I believe that there are consequences- an accounting will be made.

When we lead others astray- when we fail to be obedient to God’s call on our lives and people suffer because of it- I believe we will be held accountable.

Do I believe that we lose our salvation?  No.  That is between each person and God- He is the judge- not I.

But I think it is good for us to gravely consider our actions- and whether or not we are being faithful to God’s call upon our lives.

Psalm 111:7-10

7 The works of his hands are faithful and just;
   all his precepts are trustworthy.
8 They are established for ever and ever,
   enacted in faithfulness and uprightness.
9 He provided redemption for his people;
   he ordained his covenant forever—
   holy and awesome is his name.

 10 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom;
   all who follow his precepts have good understanding.
   To him belongs eternal praise.

If you are unsure whether or not you are being obedient to where God has called you- pray, talk to someone you respect- an Elder in your church, your pastor, a family friend.  Seek wise counsel.  Read God’s Word and pray seeking God’s Will.  He will be faithful to point you in the right direction.

2 Chronicles 7:14 -Although God is speaking directly to Solomon about the dedication of the temple here- I think we can also claim this promise.

14 If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land.

I pray that today we will take the time to stop during our day and seek God’s face.  So that we will not miss out on opportunities to be used by Him- to bring glory to His Name in our acts of sacrifice and service.

And that we also might try to persuade others (see verse 11).  For if God has truly changed our lives and set us free from sin and given us the gift of eternal life- isn’t this something we should want to share?

I pray that we will find opportunities today to share and that we will boldly do so- we are not responsible for how the message is received by others, but we need to be sharing it!

2 Peter 3:9-10

9The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.

 10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.

May the coming accounting for our deeds before God inspire us to strive towards those things that please Him- and to share about salvation through Jesus Christ our Lord with everyone that we can.

To endeavor to live so that we may someday hear the words- “Well done, good and faithful servant.”

The Island Cross

Stopping to Ask for Direction

A very old crack

Making a plan, keeping the schedule, crossing things off the list, sometimes it can seem like days are filled with so much of going from one thing to the next we don’t really have time to think about it.

But do you ever have days when you can feel a whisper or nudging- go open your Bible, or pray about that…but you are so preoccupied with what you are trying to do that you don’t even really notice?  God is trying to break in- but you can’t hear Him or see what He’s trying to do because you are too busy getting in your own way?

Well, that’s what happened to me yesterday.  I was so preoccupied by certain tasks I was trying to get done, that I didn’t stop to spend time with God- to really put it all down and just sit with Him.

I took some “quiet time” but it was really about 15 minutes of reading a devotional and it was encouraging- but afterwards I still felt unsettled in my spirit- I still needed more- but I pushed those thoughts and feelings away and just continued to work.

Today, this morning, I finally took the time (in part at home, in part at BSF).  I stopped and really listened- and He comforted me.  He encouraged me- He met me right where I am.

Here are some of the meditations from 2 Corinthians that blessed me so richly today- and I pray that they will encourage and strengthen you as well.

How do we respond to trouble in our lives?  Do we run from it, avoid it, ignore it, eat or drink alcohol to numb ourselves from the pain of our circumstances?  Or do we embrace it, seek to not just endure our trials but do I enlist?

Enlist means to join the cause- fight the good fight- participate in the battle- go on the offensive- not just slump our shoulders under the burden but take courage- have faith in God and stand firm.

Our troubles, the cracks in our jar- reveal Christ’s glory. See 2 Corinthians 4:1-15.

1 Therefore, since through God’s mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. 2 Rather, we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God. On the contrary, by setting forth the truth plainly we commend ourselves to everyone’s conscience in the sight of God. 3 And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. 4 The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel that displays the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. 5 For what we preach is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus’ sake. 6 For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,”made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of God’s glory displayed in the face of Christ.

 7 But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. 8 We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10 We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. 11 For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that his life may also be revealed in our mortal body. 12 So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.

 13 It is written: “I believed; therefore I have spoken.” Since we have that same spirit of faith, we also believe and therefore speak, 14 because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you to himself. 15 All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.

Trials are opportunities for the light of Christ to shine through our brokenness.

So let us shine, may the light of Jesus light us up- may we have on us the fragrance of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ (2 Cor. 2:14-17).

 

 

 

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Honor My Feeble Attempts

Vulnerable

When I first started blogging, pressing the publish button was so hard.  It still is the hardest part of posting now, but pushing it has slowly become easier.

Why is it hard- you might wonder?  Well, as a recovering perfectionist- I struggle with the reality of how feeble my own thoughts are.  I am not an expert- not an authority.  I am just a young Mom with a passion to love and serve God- but I sin every day- I have vices- I struggle and make mistakes.

And it is hard to put my thoughts out there for anyone to read.  To share from my soul- because part of me is afraid how it will be received.  What if people mock me, or dismiss me as foolish or irrelevant?

I am also a people pleaser by nature, so I have a hard time when I do all that I can to try to please someone or be what they want but I can’t do it.  Though I have made some progress in curtailing this desire in my life- sometimes it still rears its ugly head- and I feel hurt by harsh criticisms of my thoughts or beliefs- esp. by people who I consider friends.

So, today, I was thinking about how increasingly insignificant and feeble I am when compared with God.  His thoughts are so far beyond our understanding- we see such a small piece of the full picture.

I can remember times when I made hasty judgments about God based on limited information, especially when I was hurting.

This Scripture passage came to mind as these thoughts were ambling through my brain.

Isaiah 55:8-12 (the Lord is speaking here)

8 “For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
   neither are your ways my ways,”
            declares the LORD.
9 “As the heavens are higher than the earth,
   so are my ways higher than your ways
   and my thoughts than your thoughts.
10 As the rain and the snow
   come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
   without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish,
   so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
11 so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
   It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
   and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.
12 You will go out in joy
   and be led forth in peace;
the mountains and hills
   will burst into song before you,
and all the trees of the field
   will clap their hands.

I feel my own smallness after reading this passage- my insignificance next to God- but also a deep and abiding thankfulness that my life is in His Hands.  I can’t imagine a better place.  By God’s grace alone- it is a place of refuge for me.

So, despite my fears of inadequacy and vulnerability…here I go.

We need to put ourselves out there- because many times that is what God asks of us- to pursue things that are beyond what we are comfortable with- maybe not our area of expertise or where our strengths lie- because God knows that we will depend on Him more when we reach the end of ourselves.

As long as we can throw something relatively good together on our own- we fail to seek God.  We go through our days managing on our own strength and missing out on the blessing that are just beyond our reach because we choose to play it safe- to go it alone.

This blog is a form of surrender for me.  Submitting to God- and praying each day that He would help me to convey my passions- and to have the courage to share my vulnerabilities- so that He may be glorified.

I know that mistakes and failures sometimes shape us (through fire) in ways that success might never achieve.

So I pray for courage for all of us to step up to the call- to honor God with our feeble attempts to serve- to give Him what we have- no matter how small it may be- and trust Him in faith with the rest.

Tossed by the Wind

Detail of Shipping in Stormy Seas by Julius Porcellis 1610-1654 Oil on Canvas (1)
I have always been a passionate person.  Those things that I feel strongly about- I have a hard time discussing them without becoming animated in my whole person- gesticulating and voice rising in a torrent of zealous words.

One of the disadvantages to this tendency, however, is that my emotions sometimes have far too much say in my life. 

They ruin days when I cannot shake them, or drag me down by whispering repeated helplessness in my ear.

Feeling emotions deeply means that you get those high highs, but sometimes- and to the detriment of all those around me- I get some very low lows.

James 1:2-8 comes to mind often when I am feeling inconsistent in my emotional state- when I am allowing them to dictate too much in my life- and not persevering in faith and trust in God- letting His Words bring peace to the storm in my brain.

2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. 4 Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5 If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. 6 But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7 That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. 8 Such a person is double-minded and unstable in all they do.

I don’t want to be double-minded and unstable.  I am thankful for the passion God has given me for life and the calling He has placed on my life.  But sometimes, I need to choose another course to follow than the one my emotions are dictating to me.

I give them too much power and control- and they end up taking me places where I do and say things that I regret.

So, if you struggle with out-of-control emotions at times, know you are not alone- and I pray that today we will call out to God for help and use His Word to fight when those emotions try to push us around.

Stand firm- these verses came to me as I wrapped up this post- I pray that they encourage you.

1 Corinthians 15:57-58

57But thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

 58 Therefore, my dear brothers and sisters, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.

Judge Not?

Gavel & Stryker

In our culture of tolerance, what positions do we take as Christians?

How do we continue to be faithful to God’s call, to speak the truth in love- when societal pressure argues that everything is permissible and dare we say- beneficial?

Today at church, we talked about Matthew 7- a famous (infamous?) Scripture passage that is often taken out of context.

 

Matthew 7

1 “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

   3 “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4 How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5 You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.

   6 “Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.

I have had several people over the years, and recently someone online quote me Matthew 7:1.  Judge not, lest you be judged.

What does this mean?  Jesus is teaching in this passage- and I don’t think that He is telling us to suspend all judgment- could we even do that?  We make judgments every day.

Here are some definitions of judge:

  1. an authority who is able to estimate worth or quality
  2. a public official authorized to decide questions bought before a court of justice
  3. form an opinion of or pass judgment on
  4. determine the result of (a competition)
  5. judge tentatively or form an estimate of (quantities or time)
  6. pronounce judgment on
  7. put on trial or hear a case and sit as the judge at the trial of

We make decisions about what to eat for breakfast, how to spend our time, we make moral judgments constantly- deciding whether we feel something is acceptable or not.  How do we judge what is right or good?  As Christians, we have the Bible as our standard.  And we are supposed to judge, or make judgments, based on what the Bible tells us is right, and what is sinful or wrong.

What measure are we using?  See verse two- if we are using the measure of the Bible- then that same measure will be used on us.  We must be careful in passing judgment on others- and watch out for hypocrisy- making sure that we are not more concerned with the sins of others than we are about being watchful for sin in our own lives.

But we need each other’s help.  Sometimes we are not aware of the sin in our own lives- and we need someone to come alongside us in love and confront us with God’s truth.  We do this in humility and love.

We also need to be careful of judging harshly those who don’t know God.  We are to share the gospel with everyone we meet and lovingly encourage them to accept the gift of forgiveness and grace the Lord offers- but we are not to judge them by the same standards as those in the church who have already accepted Christ.

Yet, sometimes I think we get it backwards.  We are much more harsh and judgmental of those outside the church, and seem reluctant- or unwilling even- to come alongside a brother or sister in the church and confront them in love.

I pray that we would be willing to confront each other in love- to help each other as we strive to be obedient to what Scripture teaches, and to use the Bible as the standard- to spur one another on to love and good deeds (Heb 10:24).

My husband has brought up this quote several times when we have talked about the movement of our culture toward tolerance.

Tolerance is the virtue of the man without convictions.” G. K. Chesterton

Let us hold tight to our convictions- never forgetting all that Jesus sacrificed to take the penalty for our sins.  Let us remember the mercy and compassion that God has shown us so that we are gracious and compassionate to each other.

I pray for discernment for us that we may reach our friends and neighbors with the love of Christ- and be bold in our witness for Him.


 

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